lost

Help me. I am lost.

All good things must eventually come to an end. Bad things too. Fortunately.

Three months had passed and I've noticed the tremendous changes in me. All in all, the times that i've been through: the thick and thins, thrills and spills. They held me up high, made me see what's worth and, miraculously, helped me spread my wings and fly, soaring.

"Someone to hold you too close, Someone to hurt you too deep, Someone to sit in your chair, To ruin your sleep...

Who'll always be there, as frightened as you, of being alive....

Being alive."

-Taken from "Being Alive" by Raul Esparza (Company, the musical)-

My times in Kaki Blue really changed a part of me. Be it good or bad, it's more than the show than meets the eye. I've learn too much to hold on. I've learn too much to let go. So then, I guess, I'll be myself.

Now, I'm spreading my wings..

Flying,

High.

Up.

Into the clouds;

With the gentle wind accompanying.

Into the pouring rain;

Where rainbow lies.

Into the clear blue sky;

where the Sunshines showering me with embracement.

Care. Love. Anxiety.

Never going to look back.

"All good things must eventually come to an end.

Bad things too.

Fortunately."

-Dylan-

Miracle.

那里奇迹，当您最需要它

Hands.

There are times we took things for granted. Too much.

Think of what you could help to save them.

Not by being too grateful.

Actions speak louder than words,

even thoughts(though the cycle starts with it).

If I could tell the world just one thing
It would be that we're all OK
And not to worry 'cause worry is wasteful
And useless in times like these
I won't be made useless
I won't be idle with despair
I will gather myself around my faith
For light does the darkness most fear
My hands are small, I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
Poverty stole your golden shoes
It didn't steal your laughter
And heartache came to visit me
But I knew it wasn't ever after
We'll fight, not out of spite
For someone must stand up for what's right
'Cause where there's a man who has no voice
There ours shall go singing
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
I am never broken
In the end only kindness matters
I will get down on my knees, and I will pray
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
My hands are small I know
But they're not yours, they are my own
And I am never broken
We are never broken.

Hands

by Jewel

I know.

It has been a long time, I know.

As the clock ticks away the youth of my life, I'm enjoying every minute of it: despite its cruel unintended long-hours of dancing, singing and acting, I am indeed having the time of my life. Today is the 3rd performance on the run and I hope we still have the energy level to keep up.

For those who don't know what the heck I'm talking about, it's Kaki Blue, a hot new Malaysian musical. Featuring Tria Aziz, Shahila Johan, Leah Sams, Lim Miaw Fen, Edmund Wong and others, the story tells an untold story of the young Malaysian hearts of different generations. It has come a time where we should stand up for the long journeys we had for 50 years; what we have been through and going through at the moment. Come and watch it in Klpac for more exciting lines and astonishing acts as the play unveils our own story. Details could be found under a few posts i've made. or you could go to http://www.klpac.org for more details.

Alright! Enough said about the musical, I feel like a grandma Ah Poh trying to promote skin products. Back to my life, ever since the musical started, my life have been transformed quite 180 degree-ish, more or less la. Seeing so many experienced actors and actresses doing their thing, it dawns on me to continue what I've started for. Oh! This comes one of my favourite quotes:

"Talents inspire me and in inspiring them, they inspire me. There are many things I wish I could do and I would love to make a comeback to the show. But for now, I'll just leave it in a lingering B-flat."

-Kristin Chenoweth-

She is amazing. As much as the quote can give, it's the motivation I've got that is overflowing, affecting my every single move and thought. Well, I hope one day I can be like her, somehow rather become John Barrowman la, not Kristin, and nope, I'll NEVER got transexualed. Ew. Impossible. Despicable.

Never mind! MOVING ON~~~

I'm gonna start my college life soon! Wow. O.O how excited am i! I know its kinda late and you there might wonder, "Why do u start your college life so late one ah?" well, it's because of my musical and all the heavy rehearsals, I've decided to postpone my intake to the august ones. So many things yet so little time, OK till next time, I've gotta CHIAO. Gonna rock the stage tonight!!

"BERSURAI~~~!!!!"

"This is life-lah!"

-Joe Hasham-

XD

Enquiry.

I'm thinking of going private. Any advice?

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M.I.A.

WOW. What a week! Sorry guys, it has been a week without the internet for me. and trust me, it aint good. *with the head shaking thing* ;)

Been working, working and working lately. Plus, I super duper hate it when someone accuses me of not being responsible while not checking things out.

Wake up. I maybe young. But i'm not ignorant.

OKAY!

Tat's tat. Short.

yet, meaningless.

HAHA.

one more poster.

guys! be sure to come and see me and the others perform okay?

CHEERS.